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Lately

Dear you,
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately, Thinking of you, Of course. Wishing for what I don’t have, For what I need the most. For this pain to go away, And for you to really care. I’ve been crying lately. Soft sniffles, Turn into sobs, As I realize again and again, How you’ll never love me back. I’ve been a mess lately, And every time I hear year voice, My heart skips a beat, My head spins. And then I remember, Remember the terrible reality, And my world comes crashing down. I’

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Take a LookDo you realize, How much it hurts when you turn away? How much it burns when you can’t stay? When was the last time you thought of me, When was the last time you tried to see, See it all from my point of view? Take me in your arms and lead me through. All the rough times,
All the bad. Just make me smile, Take the sad. Try to see it through my eyes, Try to help me out, Don’t compromise. When I fall don’t let me lie, When I bleed don’t let me die. Pull me close and take me in, Hold me tight through thick and thin. Let Take a Look
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I'll WaitI’m waiting, Waiting for you to never answer. Waiting for the tears to flow, And waiting for my heart to break. I wish it’d never happen, I wish I could stop it all. But it’s inevitable. So I wait, Wait for the pain to grip me, Wait for the realization, Wait for the crushing blow. And no matter how I wish, For you to love me, I can’t make you, I can’t force you. So I just wait. Wait for the moment when I’ll die. Wait for the moment it’ll end. Wait for you to find your love, So I won’t have t I'll Wait
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TimeTime moves too fast. Happy moments, Never last. And every time, That time slows down, Why is it, That you aren’t around? I cling on to what I have, Make the most of what I get, But when I’m sitting all alone, The world’s just sorrow and regret. Yesterday’s so long ago, Why must time move so slow? And the future seems so far away, Will I even make it through today? Yet when I’m with you, It all speeds by. My brightest smile, Is quick to die. And every tear I ever cry, Every time you ever lie, Ev Time
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Why?This love that’s not a crime, Destroys the soul inside. And I lie, Staring at the sky. Wondering why? Oh why? What’s happening to me? This love that just can’t be. I’m burning all away, As this heart begins to fray. And my love, That you will never share. My love, That will always be there. And my blood boils oh so hot, For everything that’s not. I wish I could be with you, That I don’t look at you and rue, The day I ever loved, What was I thinking of? And this flame, That I can never tame Why?
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Playing Mind GamesMIND GAMES
You enraptured me with your eyes. Making me lose my mind. Sweet skin, red lips, One blink And you just pass by. Like a bitter-sweet memory. But that’s all you’re giving me. I would be lying if I deny That I don’t love you. Playing a masquerade as your friend. A disguise.
When seasons pass, cold winters come. It’s getting harder not to succumb. Getting ready to escape these feelings But can’t bring myself to. Can’t try to do what I’m should. You know. I know. Everyone knows. &nb Playing Mind Games
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Omg ugh.

Fri Jan 30, 2009, 3:14 PM

And now for a list of things that have been pissing me off lately:
- People being hypocrits
- People taking things for granted
- People interrupting me and him
- People stopping me from talking to him
- People being stupid in general
- People complaining over nothing
- People taking acting like what I do isn't important
- Him abandoning me when I need him
- Him treating the people who treat him like dirt better than me
- Him valuing people who are just plain stupid more than me
- Him liking her when she's just a creepy little idiot
- Him treating me so different (in a bad way) lately
- Him not hugging me in forever
- Him knowing my problems and STILL choosing to do nothing
- Him not giving me hugs unless I ask (which is RIDICULOUS and degrading)
- Him.

Ugh. And by people I DO mean people in general, this isn't me talking about anyone in particular. I swear.

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Mood: Outraged
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Watching: The Office
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Water

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Current Residence: Eugene!
Interests: Lots of stuff =] Writing and acting in particular.
Favourite movie: The Princess Bride
Favourite genre of music: Rock of any kind.
Operating System: Apple desktop and an old Vaio laptop
MP3 player of choice: iPod ftw!
Favourite game: Rock Band
Favourite gaming platform: Wii
Favourite cartoon character: Gir from Invader Zim or Troy McClure from The Simpsons
Tools of the Trade: Pencil, mind, laptop and paper.

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~KoyaiArua Feb 22, 2009, 7:26:47 PM

Thank you for the fave

~loveisamystery Feb 22, 2009, 7:53:53 PM

No problem, it's really amazing!

--
"Will you ever stop and listen,
Would you open up your eyes?
Would you scream with me,
Sing it sad and sweet?
Say goodnight, goodbye love,
In the morning you will see."
- "Scream Scream Scream" Ludo

~KoyaiArua Feb 22, 2009, 7:54:56 PM

Thank you

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I've read some of your works too.
They're amazing

~loveisamystery Feb 22, 2009, 8:15:43 PM

Thank you!!!

--
"Will you ever stop and listen,
Would you open up your eyes?
Would you scream with me,
Sing it sad and sweet?
Say goodnight, goodbye love,
In the morning you will see."
- "Scream Scream Scream" Ludo